Internicide
Roaming my waking dreams, ignorant of my pain.
Hauntingly beautiful, needed all the same.
Idealised perfection, she holds it in her sway
My own deception, the cause of my estrange.
Self-inhibited causation, my subsequent dismay
Repeated questions and vague answers.
Why do I stay silent?
Why can’t I answer?
I’ve given my all, yet I lie
My all walks hand in hand with my fall.
For to lose what we’ve gained
There can be no greater pain.




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